I just pass by a website and i found this video, it made me laugh alot~haha just to share to you all to cheer you all up la.. I don like friends to be sad, cos i will feel the same..hee..enjoy :)

Lalalala~~

Chinese new year is coming!!~ haha 1more day to school and off i go to get ang paos!! haha

Life seems to be more normal then normal now== haha today suppose to go with the tf having cny gathering celebration, but due to my finance and school i have to stay at home:( sometime i just wish to grow up faster and leave my family and study so that nobody will control me XD but i;m still young still alot of things to learn (i don mean really leave my family ah)..

Its been a long time since i keep smsing that person.I put down already? (i think so :)) haha..I still miss the times when i have a female good friend, feels good and thats enough for me i think. I don have much opportunities to like heart talk with a girl or share something. Ya i still miss those times~That time was quite fun and we didnt do anything wrong :) maybe* haha..well, i can just miss the time. I dunno what the future will be but i will take up what the Lord wants me to experience :D

Empty

yesterday was quite fun cos of chinese new year celebration :)

our dance and drama was super "FANTASTIC" those who have seen it will feel that we're really "PRO"..haha..everybody didnt read their line during drama, and the dance was ==||| dunno how to say..but we still had fun though :D

dunno why just have an empty feeling in my heart from yesterday till now :( what's wrong with me recently ah? i completely dunno what im feeling now, is quite scary but really i dunno..Prayed and prayed and prayed for myself, i hope to have an answer..

PEACOCK?

just heard the song through the radio, just thinking why this kinda song also can publish, so dirty..i share this just to let everyone know that this world is becoming more and more dark, and every one must be careful every minute now. EVERYONE JUST LISTEN ONCE K? haha i laughed quite alot of times la, but is still not good..hee..enjoy :)

Highs and Lows

Wow its been a week since i blog already, don even have the time to online==
Really. There are highs and lows in everybody's life including me. Recently i just know alot of truths and fact from friends. So i was abit emo during Sunday, didnt even attend PKC (sry :)) but eventually pulled it through just in a day..i dunno whether is good or not, but i think ive open minded already :) so really im just gonna see how it goes in life now..accepting whats on my way and be prepared for the worse..feelings this kinda things is very hard to avoid, but i try to think more of God and his plans for me :) but i dunno maybe his plan is for me to have this feeling? haha :P

School for me is still normal. I just couldnt have the time to know and talk with the new ones that just shifted in my class. Guess its time now, if i don start to approach them, who will? haha :)

Accept

The same FY life just came back already, but adds on a pressure and thats SPM. dunno whether its really important or not, but i guess ill work hard on it :)

and now ill just accept whats in front of me. I cant just wait for something that i cant see or dunno. learning to accept reality now.. guess this is the thing God wants me to learn la, i'll try :D XD aint so easy to get love from people, so i'm gonna get from God now~

dunno why im expecting to have a FY camp so badly, am i the only one expecting it? Somebody said we need to pray 1st for the permission on having it, so i am just waiting for the time. I'm already starting to pray for it daily since 2011..hope that it can be done and we all FY students can have a fun time with each other and GOD~

NERVOUS :O

Well, today is the 3rd day of school, things are going back to normal again but dunno why this time I'm quite nervous everytime i go to school. Im this years monitor just to let u all know :) and its very hard being a monitor in FY u gonna do alot of things and get scold unlimited times :( but I trust the Lord will help me cos he assigned me to be one, im just gonna obey and see how its goes.

Among all the new teacher i met this year, only 2 teachers will let me fall asleep == I don really like the chinese teacher as he don give us notes at all! how am I gonna pass if i don have notes to read? my chinese is very very lousy as alot of people know~haizz i just gonna let it be la :O other than that all the teachers were quite good :) es geography. At first she scold here and there without feelings, we were all shocked and i was the 1st one to get scolded by her cos i didnt control the class. But in the end, she was just making an act up :D haha. I hope this year is gonna be fun for me to learn and catch up alot things :)

Today abit angry. 1st thing was when it was recess time, we plan to pray together at 1st floor but dunno why when i got there nobody was there and i look around for time twice! In the end i just pray myself and went back to my own class, then only i met them. Asked them where were you two? not even one responded, and the other one didnt even glance at me.wth? haiz..

Nvm la just feel sien today, same as someone == hor jxf~

Happy New Year!!~~

Happy new year everyone!!~ had quite a wonderful count down at steph's place yesterday :D 10++ people went there, at first everyone was tired cos just came back from TF camp. But after charles brought in the drinks everyone became abit high (es salem and jeffrey) we laughed and played and laughed :DDD haha the S&J Jokers..haha i bet their girlfriend won be sad when their with them.haha..

Happy new year everyone :) last year is the year that i learnt much..dunno what will this year be :) God bless ya all!!~~