LOST!!

I just found out that my drawing files was LOST!!! am really really really really really sad right now. All my hard work and efforts and my friends card are in it, even the potrait of someone is in it!! Damn!! Why am I so sotong last week :( should have check everything b4 leaving church. I got 3 birthday card and 1 portrait inside waiting to give out and make people's face smile X( why why WHY?!! hmph so sien.. I dunno now am I gonna make it up or just give up. Inspiration is very hard to get wan! especially when your studying and have no time to think :( sad la~~ God if can please help me find back or just give me more enthusiasm and inspiration to continue to draw more :( PLEASE LORD!!!! ( wasted RM5 of colour paper in it also, gosh who could have seen or took my file away?!)